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Drunken Regret Sitting in the dark corner of the thumping club the couple sits alone and isolated. She is determined to not let her loneliness consume her drunken form as his pleading circles among the conversation over and over. Her willingness to stay strong is obviously apparent although she is uncertain within herself. She cannot allow the indulgence of mercy or forgiveness to cloud her judgment tonight. Just sitting next to him is a critical judgment that she will regret later.

As is expected he promises her the world and more, just as he has before. She expects the begging and sadness the swallows his eyes. Yet she is consumed in so many walls to keeDrunken Regret by ~smile-not

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Fear My life has turned in to an abundance of worry fear and pain. I sit hear wondering if all this trouble of letting somebody into my life was really worth it. I have found love deep within my heart I thought I never knew.

I let down all my walls that surround my every being. ‘He’ gently kept ebbing them away from me, but I let him ever so slowly show my real self to the one person I thought loved me.

My wondering mind now is confused by the sheer difference in the one person I call “the one”. I’m only young and this is true but I though I finally found the one person that understood me, was there to hold and be held.
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Aug 9, 2010, 5:12:01 AM by ~smile-not
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It has been a year since i have even thought to submit anything on deviant art. It felt really awesome to write something down and post it up here again. It isnt very good but it was worth writing.

I cant belive im 20 now. when i first started this account i was 16. So much has happened between then and now.

well i go to university now. I live in a one bedroom unit with my cat tidget. I dont have a job as yet but i do have my liscence.

I really love the art that is posted daily on deviant art. You really all are amazing.

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Mood: Tired
Listening to: my cat purr
Reading: Classic fairy tales
Watching: good news week
Playing: key board
Eating: nothing
Drinking: water

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Current Residence: Australia
Interests: reading books, and clubing
Favourite movie: Romeo + Juliet
Favourite band or musician: Paramore <3
Favourite genre of music: my kind
Favourite artist: anyone
Favourite style of art: Photography and the written word
Skin of choice: MINE:)
Favourite game: Drinking
Favourite cartoon character: Octocat!
Personal Quote: Life doesnt really get any better... you just get better at it.
Tools of the Trade: i can dance (woop woop)

Email: ask me for it :)

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~Elessar777 Oct 17, 2008 Professional Photographer

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Thanks for the watch...

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~sharuchiha Mar 24, 2008

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Send one to all your friends who you think deserve a hug (which, hopefully includes the person who sent it to you)!!

You might send it to your enemies as well!
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If you don't receive this back, nobody likes you, and they wish you'd stop bugging them!

If you receive this back 1 time, open up! Find more friends, enemies, or enemies pretending to be friends

If you receive this back 2 times, you're off to a good start! (Unless you sent it to yourself! That's cheating!)

If you receive this back 3 times, you're a good friend.

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YOU'VE BEEN HUGGED!

Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!

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~sharuchiha Mar 28, 2008

You're one of my good friends, babe... you get a big hug. And speaking of hugs....

Huggles for u! yay! ^^

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~smile-not Mar 29, 2008

lol thank you, i havent had a chat to you in a while, how are you

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~sharuchiha Mar 29, 2008

I'm good, Rebecca, and you? how have you been? I suppose we could meet whenever you desire, I'm always around. ^^

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"I am the thing that keeps you up at night, the evil that haunts every dark corner of your mind..." -Slade

...yes I'm a fan of it
SASUKE RULES!!!!!! In case you guys haven't figured it out yet, I'm huge fan of that Avenger, Sa

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~smile-not Mar 27, 2008

lol well that was .. long

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~ChildIncognito Feb 10, 2008

you have been tagged! look at my journal :3

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